Moving on...

i decided to completely erase my last blog. i guess too many people found out about it, and seeing just how personal the stuff that i had written there was, i kinda freaked out. i felt too uneasy with the thought of people i hardly know, or some i didnt know at all, seeing me in my most vunerable state. sometimes you atleast have to have a sort of defense against the outside. and anyway, i also have another reason. as the title says, i'm moving on. and i say its probably about time. i should be way past my "obsession with heartache" , as my uncle would say, by now. though that doesn't mean that i wont be going back to it once in a while, that'd be impossible not to. but i sure wont dwell on it as much as i did before. theres just so much more things to worry about. with me graduating, hopefully, soon and my teenage years becoming more distant as its being gobbled up by the horizon day by day, its only fitting that i should be, or more like i want to be able to see more of what this world has to offer. i admit that its not gonna happen overnight, but i'll get there. so heres to the start of something new, i just hope it'll still be fresh if ever i find whatever it is im searching for...