lambasted (indirectly), emotionally drained, abused, and what have you...

yea..thats pretty much the gist of it all...but im still standing you fuckers!! haha...it must be the age, or it must be the stories, or it may even be pure common sense thats helping me keep my chin up these past few months...theres no doubt that ive been in a faint reflection of hell lately...what with all the pressures coming in from all sides...but this time, im not gonna rant, im not gonna let myself fall down and just die, and im definitely not gonna take anymore shit from anyone (but that depends from who and why though)...just as long as i can still say that i love what i do...my two feet arent going anywhere!!...just hope id still remember how to walk after all this is done...